It is dark in this living room 9.31 pm and I’m still sitting here with my computer, checking e-mails, and YM-ing, and Facebook-ing for the whole day. As the day has gone by, I observed, thought and learned about things. I learned about setting priority and I learned about other people.
I’ve been wondering within past days what would bemy priorities this year? I want to past all my subjects this semester that’s for sure, but I want more. I need something else to hold on to. I need dreams and hope, and I just realize that I lost my power of believing in something but JC! Would I be too hypocrite if I don’t go to church and still want Jesus to help me in any ways? I just don’t know where to start in believing all my dreams again,, Oh Dear God I’m writing this for you.
I also learned about how a love can be manifested in either good or bad ways. Sometimes when you think negatively about your partner doesn’t always mean that you are being bad to him/her. It might be your manifestation of how you love her/him that much. But I still don’t understand how can you live with those ideas? In my opinion, if it was all too damn painful then why don’t you just leave your partner for good?
It’s not love if it hurts one side. It’s also not love if they keep hurting each other. Well yea I’ve heard that ‘to love and to be loved does hurt’ however you have to say enough to yourself when it’s enough. I’m not talking as a master of love here (sound so crappy) but I’m talking as a friend...O my dear friend you know what would be best for yourself.
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